Day Two
Hundred and Eight: Metalics and Stripes,
right?
Sometimes I
think I know what I’m doing, but most of the time I just kind of go. I have the confidence, and that’s what gets
me by, but I would love to know how to do everything. Is it so hard to want to lead sometimes? Again, though, is it so hard to want to take
the back seat at some points? It’s that
odd conundrum swirling through and struggling with the idea that I want to move
forward and look ahead and be challenged, but at the same time I want to just
sip at a coffee and settle. Which do I
choose? The exhausting option? When does that exhaustion pay off enough to
enjoy what I’m doing? Does it ever? I just am getting this feeling that I might
be stuck, stuck in the challenge and stuck with those dry tired eyes, that’s
always what it comes down to though, right?
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