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Day Two Hundred and Eighty-Six:  A Million Here, a Million Thurr,

 

Drained.  Don’t you feel that way sometime?  Like you’ve had some time but it’s been time that you’ve used to complete potential or complete capacity, as if your insides were overtaken by your external drive to continue on with work, and well my insides are responding.  My lack of sleep, total focus, my energy put into all of my ventures and adventures and conversations, moments, seem to have caught up with me.  Drained is not always a bad thing for me, it means that I have enjoyed the time that’s passed, or lived it, lived those moments, but I need this week to recharge a little, get back on track before it gets busy again.

 

That’s why I’m not too worried about catching up on these posts.  I have them written, but I am working through them at my own pace.  It is not required of me, but I know that I need to get them done eventually.  I have the next few days to relax a little more than usual and then get back to my busy-life.  If you know me well you will know that although I complain about being busy I do enjoy it, I thrive when I am on the go, and I love being energetic and “on.”

 

But it is draining.  So, I find it hard to write at the end of my days because I feel drained the most, but imagine waking up and still feeling drained.  It makes it hard to write/focus/talk even at any time.  Actually, if you know me well (certain, particular people) will know how I am when my energy is low.  Not a lot of people know me that way, even when I feel drained I sometimes remain completely “on,” and trust me it is difficult.

 

And so this post is an off post.  I’m not trying to be anything, really, I’m just talking now.  Maybe I’ll do another stream-of-consciousness post sometime soon.  My thoughts tend to be interesting, sometimes, unless they’re not, in which case I apologise for this entire blog and suggest you stop reading.

 

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