Fifty Five

Day Fifty Five:  Shake it like a Polaroid..

Let me go.  I’m fine.

That short break between beats of the heart is when maybe not silence but some kind of peace rests for a moment, enough to acknowledge its presence.  Peace, in any shape or form, is more of a rester instead of a rough-houser.  It is more important to make peace known than to really shake things up with it.  Picture peace as the park bench on a spring day, open for conversation, breath-taking views, or just a moment of serenity amidst your busy day.  It lives within us all, it is just getting in touch with it and not embracing it but giving it the time it needs.  Like every feeling or thought peace deserves just that rest.  You deserve that rest.  Enough to just bring it over yourself in order to keep going through that day, through the motions, in order to get by.  Maybe that’s just something that comes with being me, or living with what I live with, but I take in peace everyday if I want to or not, but enough to recognise that I deserve that peacec that has come to me.

And not everyone has it.

Let me go, let go of me, I can do this on my own.

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